God,

I feel so anxious right now, based on what my coworker told me about my job situation where I've been working. Granted, I cannot take everything he says as truth - I need to talk with my manager. I hate that these things are done in secret - that whispering occurs. I would rather have them come right out and say what they are thinking.

I am feeling insecure right now. I want to apologize to you for sins I've committed. I really want to please you in my life, and I cannot live with the burden of sin.

I am tempted to worry about my future with the company for which I am working, whether I'll continue to have a job. Have I been taking my employment for granted?

I hate that I've had such a cavalier attitude toward my work. I guess I'm seeing the results of it.

I am tempted to worry about how I'm going to take care of my family, and all the other things that hinge on me being the sole provider for my family. Sometimes I feel that it would be so much easier just to give up - that may be an "easy" way, but it wouldn't be the best. It would bring so much harm to those whom I love.

Lord, I hate feeling this way! Please give me peace - help me to trust that you are taking care of me, and that change is OK.

Dan